darkina

Lauren

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First Try by darkina, literature

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First Try

I am deception angsty lies, I proclaim this come towards me, closer Closer, closer now Findings in life are few now Depression, the truth Swallow this hatred down burn the throat that will shame you it brings no truth, none Guard this, your precious I am the life barrier hollow veins emptied Blood is a friend now With numerous lines of faith loyalty in part To the blade that slit me open, bleeding I raise my glass now

The Sopranos by darkina, literature

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The Sopranos

I got a lot of new friends, and the best way to past the time is the greatest way to feel, I fuck the shit I can't take don't know to break the deal I take the time and sign the crime in a world I cannot tell, but my gun is pointed at the road that leads me to my hell. Follow me down the road I've done it much too fast my hands are shaking the gun covering the blast Benjamens are my best friend I'm addicted to the crime the greed of hatred and fear I don't want to do my time I am the world of hatred I don't know how to stop kill me softly, baby, before the curtain drops I am a fighter but what am I winning? The lif

Forgotten Child by darkina, literature

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Forgotten Child

bleeding hatred blackened by lust of the cut again driven by thoughts of madness I can't describe I hate the voices of 'love' and lies you hate me admit it I am the forgotten child I am trapped in insecurities of faithless nights of trust wasted by the light I've been blinded by Make me cry out make me suffer now when will this end? I choose the moment now forever I am gone

For you by darkina, literature

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For you

I breath, I live, I stand for a chance at serenity a moment of bliss a glimpse of fantasy You are my glimpse my perfect light in my darkness I am with you my beacon of hope my love, my life I am your own your only I hope I pray for my life to be yours to be your Angel the one you call on I cling to you a wanderer found her way hold me closer I don't want to fall I fell down you made me breath again My heart stopped my blood became warm my veins could feel you brought me life life I couldn't live before without you I was empty You brought me tears joy found on salt stained cheeks in the hollow veins I found

The Healing Process by darkina, literature

Modern Profile by darkina, literature

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Modern Profile

I am the small one cramped in a cage alone in my hate I am the unheard one deafening silence echoes in my canyons I am the circus clown laughter mixed with shrieks unwanted terror I am the lover's kiss unholy seduction wrong in right I am the hated child born by scorn found by innocence I am the cliff's end falling over diving deeper I am the one who set you free I am me

Torn by darkina, literature

Carpe Diem to Pain by darkina, literature

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Carpe Diem to Pain

Carpe Diem to Pain World full of whispers into the air atmospheric hauntings my mystic river, I cry for justice Carpe diems echoed with what a smallest voice can be heard I scream for life I cannot tame with him I stay but not alone Sieze the day we all withold the world in which we're not alone being in the truest form of the lover's life and my dead conform Live for the life unhold the sobbing tree is uprooted with life soulest form of liberty America where the land was free Looking in the mirror of wanted thoughts of lust Desires faded by long leary nights of tears death, within grasp of a sharpened tool Blood drips do

Break Me by darkina, literature

Poison by darkina, literature

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Poison

Hatred's tastes is ecstasy on a foolish tongue craving jealousy's fury will be soothed with forbidden spices From forsaken herbs afar we find our desires clenched relishing the bitterness on a serpent's delight Agonizing thoughts of unclenched longings dissolution shrowding the sense lips of undying thirst of blood Souls into the vast oblivion my soul hungers for I am but an insane man that lusts for poison

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Chains by darkina, literature

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Chains

Seeing the rust around me, chains clinking in the night my freedom ringing through my ears, breathing my only right Bound to these chains of hypocrisy, aching and breaking and lies Come back to the world of the unfree, just take me to my demise... I've been awake for far too long, sleeping in a nightmare bound to wake but for now I'm rotting here, drowning in fire near the lake Stares and voices, whispering in my ear but now I've been undone, let you cower in my fear Claiming a world so small, so small inside my cage I've never felt self-loathing so more, my untouched freedom turning to rage These chains of longing for fr

Disappointments - A collection by darkina, literature

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Disappointments - A collection

Washing down an endless drain, I'm so afraid that I'll never make it to the end, to the end of this long, long parade I'm left out of my longings, striving to be my best but when my best isn't good enough, even when I'm better than the rest Fuck you all, I loose friends left and right You expect me to perfect, display as a doll in delight I'm a fake person, never striving for what I truly want but when I start thinking of myself, my thoughts end in a never-ending taunt Over analization, I continue to be alone Thinking things too deeply, my flaws to only condone I hate what I am, displayed upon a trophy case but now I'll

Prison by darkina, literature

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Prison

Inside these walls of insecurity, trapped inside my invisible cell welcome to my world of self-loathing, my sanity driving me to hell Staring at these cement walls, not a window or light in my cage I'm trapped in my own darkness, falling to the depths of rage When you really think about your wrongs, your wrongs never turned to rights I scream to myself I am innocent, but I still am haunted by those nights You say that I'm just a criminal, just a peasant in the world of the good but when it comes down to it, are you really understood? When you don't understand the world around you, and your life is trapped in a world of despai

Confession by darkina, literature

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Confession

Ecstasy a lightened word reactions mixed with neverminded envy to be wanted to be warm To be held by a feeling so uplifting so unconditional in the awe of a moment trapped in the placidness of the bliss Holding on so dearly wishing it to be neverending fading the confused affection grasping to the hyseria brought forth by the truth inside of my heart begging to be out unheard whisper of the innocence proclaimed through the sound of his voice the intoxication of it all I wish to never end

Ginger by darkina, literature

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Ginger

I've got demons inside me they whisper cruel intentions in my ear killing me softly with my own mind They won't get out The shadows, they smile at me they dance along the walls of my filth wretched prison of the darkness curled in the endless cycle of voices I'm so afraid of myself now they're telling me to go to slice away the pain inside myself they've trapped me in the white purity They scream at me to let them in I give in for sake of insanity clawing at my own skin bleeding out their voices My cries of pain drown them out screaming into the deathly night I want them out now you're going to leave me be The rage is boil

The Perfect Fairy Tale by darkina, literature

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The Perfect Fairy Tale

Once upon a time, there was a hell on earth. This hell only held one prisoner, one girl. This girl, she morphed her environment into the emotions that she had, her surroundings a perception of her soul. She could not see why, though, the skies were painted a coal shade of black, her brush from self hatred. The trees were a burgundy of rage kept inside herself, the ground a navy of emotionless pity for her own soul. Many times, this girl would cry black tears, and they would stain and wither away her skin, her outsides cracking and her insides showing through, bloody and raw from their constant tear of her own lies. But, this was not all that

Death Swallow by darkina, literature

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Death Swallow

The truth is death between us is near can we smell it the stinch now of never ending fear? crystal thoughts glimmer in the light thinking of blood on the floor craddling us alone within out minds Sanctuaries closing darkness at your door shrowding your vision can you feel the beating? Does your mind race as the cold runs through veins hollow from emptiness from your own hand Disease inflames your lungs and spreads the plague of black death inside our world today You're gone and comfort is only there when we're crying and alone dead in our fear

Poison by darkina, literature

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Poison

Break Me by darkina, literature

Carpe Diem to Pain by darkina, literature

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Carpe Diem to Pain

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Break Me by darkina, literature

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About darkina

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: The US of A
Favourite genre of music: Metal, hard rock, death metal, industrial, industrial metal, rock, a select few 'punk' bands
Favourite style of art: dark indy art, manipulated photography and just art full of blood oo;
Operating System: Windows 98 ED II
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch Jukebox
Shell of choice: the outgoing bitch that says what she means
Wallpaper of choice: Metallica Symbol
Skin of choice: rich and creamy, pure and softly white...just like my ancestors
Favourite cartoon character: Stewy from the Family Guy or Ralph Wiggam from the Simpsons
Personal Quote: "Look around at the world. Don't you think it's really odd, how odd everyone seems to be?"

Favourite Visual Artist

Puggy <3

Favourite Movies

Say Anything, The Matrix and Interview with a Vampire

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Metallica - My Ruin, koRn, NIN, Lucuna Coil, Murderdolls, Rob Zombie, Manson...it goes on...

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, Stephen King, William Shakespeare

Favourite Games

Devil May Cry, Castlevania, or Diablo II + TonyHU

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

Pen and paper

Other Interests

poetry, writing, poetry, art, guys with dyed black hair, music, medieval history, and...my boyfriend

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darkina

Apr 5, 2004

Happy Anniversary! :D

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For my amazing boyfriend, our 3 month anniversary is today... :heart: :love: ----------------------------------------------- Angel Understand the world? How could I? With passion uknown and life unheard silence the everything I felt Screaming to break promise silencing the lamb I cry out for my only one but my heart was broken You came into my life and made me whole again screaming out for love and lies but why was I forsaken? Found whole again I gave away my life a heart broken by nothing but hate I was nothing before but turned into everything everything I could be for you I hated myself and hated you more for ignori

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darkina

Mar 13, 2004

I sit.

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I sit here, in just, shock. I needed a place to write my thoughts down, somewhere to just collect it all. Here's the thing: my boyfriend has either fallen asleep and not talked to me after he promised he would, or fell asleep on the phone. Wanna know how many times he has done this? 9. 9 times. 9 times when I needed to talk to him, and this aren't just, wow, okay, that's awesome. We have a time where we're just alone,  in our beds, comfortable. It's a great time, and we just talk on the phone and are really happy. You see, he fell asleep, and I tried to wake him up, and I failed. So, I hung up, and tried to call him back. I stupidly forgot ab

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darkina

Feb 28, 2004

I made a Club!

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Listening to: Sad but True by Metallica Feeling: :hmm: ---------------------------- I made a club! It is called MetalliClub, and the basis of the club is to be a fan club for the most kick ass band in the world, Metallica! If you're a fan, check it out. It's just beginning, but all good things start small. I'm planning on growing, and it's just so YAY. :D ~metalliclub (https://www.deviantart.com/metalliclub) Check it out and join. :) ----------------------------- MetalliClub :iconmetalliclub: :heart: Bobby... :love:

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Nevereverevr

Jul 20, 2004

hey i have the account ~metallica, was wondering if you wanted it. thanks!

Just stopped by to say hi.

satans-lover

Mar 18, 2004

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~darkina
Lauren
is an Emotional Poet
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is a deviant since Nov 17, 2003, 2:52 AM
has 666 pageviews
is located in United States

haha yeyeyeyye!

wicked poetry u got here, love ur style!